One week to go

I spent today mostly on slleepng.
I was even waken up in a dream.

Erase me

Fake me
Let me touch your hand and die
Stay in the centre of my life
and leave with smile

Erase me
so that I can help you fly
then I can say I lived for you
justifying myself

What a fool of me
I know I couldn't die
at least more than for a while

and that's what I can't stand

Snow

It's snowing as forcasted this morning though when I was going home it was rather raining.
I've got to get up earlier to not get in trouble.

New name

My family name is actually different from it on my certificate of residence.
The simple reason is my parent's divorce, but it was 7 years ago or so.
Anyway just 1 and a half years ago my mother changed hers back, when I was busy for both doing diploma and preparing for the entering exam of the master course now I belong to, so I couldn't follow soon and I have left it until now.
I think it's a good chance to change as I'm going to graduate and join a company in next spring.
So this year I have to be getting ''Ito'' from ''Inoue'' in many ways...
What a hassle!

Got cold

Just after I got back to Yokohama from Hamamatsru, my hometown where my family and I spend some days around New Years' day, I got cold.

Bowling

I played bowling with some colleagues and students at my temporary job.
Meeting with students personally wasn't really comfortable but anyway we enjoyed it ,though my score was terreblly low...

Medical Checkup

I had a medical checkup today for the new students of university,which I haven't had for ages.
Then I got to know that I'm 70cm round the waist, lots thinner than I knew.
Maybe because I hadn't eaten anything before that.
Anyway it finished sooner than I had expected, so I went out to a friend's flat.
He is going to Canada next month and he showed me some books for preparing for that.
Then I realized how far I've been away from using English.
That's why I'm writing now and thinking of writing tomorrow as well.

Before sleep

I don't sleep well these days, probably because I'm still awake at such unearthly hour here,nearly 4 am.

Usually I write some on my blog in Japanese before sleep, but I didn't feel like to tonight.

What I remember doing today -I saw some baseball games on TV, and then burnt a DVD for a colleague leaving.Before or after that I ate some packed curry. The routine work,teaching kids seemed as usuall but it's changing surely and not slowly. That's what makes me sad though I know one can never live without change.